sigh

i hate hate hate it. totally.

we are one group, yes. but can you please show me you can do something?

i did the tagbox, and you commented that it would be better if i did on an entirely seperate .php file, and i did. and you said you would do the template so that the new tagbox can be place upon on. and you never did, never. my work came to a waste.

nvm.

out of the posts, i did a very long one, and you deleted it without my consent, saying that it is not viable for our target audience. ok great, since you want it that way, i started posting short and sweet posts like what you want. i've posted 17 posts, and you? 1. a freaking measly 1?!!

oh come on.

now we are starting on another project. you said you'll do the table stuff, ok great. i got this gut feeling that you haven't even start it yet.

sis is right, when we do something, we must do it for passion, for the interest, and not for the aim of making money. but even if you want to everything for the money, can you put in more effort?! fucked up.

sigh.

guess i have learnt my lesson.

im going treat it as a good experience, and use it on my OWN projects in the future.

update

Hello.

Seriously man, I swear I miss the days in AETC. Though stay-in, I get to meet lots more cool and funny people. Like Gabriel, whose words are so freaking sarcastic that it's funny somewhat. And Darry, what can I say? Funny funny man with big guts I must say. Desmond, whose blur face looks like a dickhead; so funny as well. Oh, and Eugene, whose girlfriend controls him like the asparagus between two piece of meat on a stick of chicken kebabs. I miss the times where we sit around the smoking area and talk like there's not tomorrow. Too bad time don't wait for anyone though.

Ok, bye.

@#$@!

HO LA HO LA I UPDATE LA. Idiot.

Ok life's pretty much alright nowadays.

Hmm, been reading jokes in office nowadays; a utter no-lifer I am.

Tomorrow is my driving test, and I got a gut feeling I will fail. Who won't? Especially if you had only taken 3-4 lessons before the test.

OK I SHALL UPDATE TOMORROW AFTER MY TEST.

I KEPT MY PROMISE, THIS IS AN UPDATE! A pretty short one though. lol.

WISH ME LUCK. HUAT ARH!

Gosh.

Are you really that self-centered that you think that you are the only human being on earth or something?

You still want me to lend you my laptop after everything?

It's like you cut off someone's finger and then ask him to buy you a diamond ring, which, of course don't make any fucking sense at all.

I was blind to fall for you, yes, but have you fucking realize that I way past the 'I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth' period?!

I'm not dumb can.

I'm not going to give you sweet talk, nor little surprises, nor hugs nor kisses. Basically I want nothing to do with you anymore for every little thing you do that once amazed me now makes me feel disgusted, simple as that.

I hate you.

Ok anyway, I'm not going to waste my precious time thinking about anything that got to do with you anymore.

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Kenny is my bunk mate and he is getting on my nerves, seriously. He always put up this 'Oh-I-Am-So-Very-Sick' look on his innocent face so that everyone will pity him. A pox on you. You are so sick and you still can do push-ups with only your underwear?! And stop fucking asking so many stupid questions will you?!

Argh, what a bad way to start the month.

Anyway, cheer up sis =)

Thank you

Thanks to all nasty bastards out there that gave me the motivation to make it big and give you guys what you deserve in the future.

Thank you all, really.

111 days later.

It has exactly been 111 days since my last post, how cool is that?!

Ok, not totally cool I suppose.

To those peeps out there who has been bothering me to update my blog, you got what you want, so yeah.

Well, basically I'm now being a patriot protecting the country with my life. Well if you sense a tinge of sarcasm in my previous sentence, that's all for you to decide.

BMT was fun, meeting lots and lots of funny people. We eat together, train together, bath and shit together, individually in some sense i meant. Some people say, memories will fade together with time; I think it's bullshit. Unless I get shot in my head, or turn senile, I will never ever forget the days in BMT, especially the great buddies I met out there. You guys know who you are.

Now I'm being posted to another camp as an engineer doing things that are, basically classified. So I better not talk much about it, if not you'll see the headline of the newspaper in a few weeks time as "NSman exposed classified military secrets in his blog, thus he got his eyebrows plucked off". Hmm, that sounds wrong, how about "NSman exposed classified miltary secrets in his blog, thus he was promoted to an officer" Haha, ok jokes aside. It'll probably be "NSman exposed classified military secrets in his blog, thus jailed for 3 months" or something I suppose.

Anyway, somehow I've been into 'half' relationship for the past few months but things turned out rather undesirable and we somewhat broke up a good 2 weeks ago. I realised that there is no such things as "You reap what you sow" in this world for it is all but unfair; And now, in the night like a million before, I'm invited to the brotherhood of singlehood again.

But I always do believe that when you lose something, you'll gain something back in return, and vice versa. I don't mean to boast about myself but I find myself a rather giving-in person than most, thus in return people tend to take me for granted; It's all in the human nature I guess.

I hereby swear I'll learn to not be myself for once.



Let's talk about something more realistic now. Money is the universal word. I've been thinking on how to make big money at a young age. After thinking through in for almost everyday ever since I got enlisted, I have come to a conclusion that the higher the chance of any available business opportunity to make it big, comes along with a risk even bigger. Like this graph below.



Just because of this graph, with the constant gradient, alot of business making opportunities went to waste just because of the risk is too big. Thus, an 'upward force' is needed to force the gradient up, so that with the same amount of money made, the risk is decreased. Like this graph below.



I feel that the only applicable type of businesses whereby this upward force can use are IT businesses. In the field of IT businesses, there are unlimited amount of opportunities out there for people to grab, develop and flourish. Though IT businesses seldom last for long, but they are well known for the capability for an income burst. A very good local example is hardwarezone.com. Starting some 3 years ago, 5 university students started this website to provide up-to-date information about the latest IT hardwares to the masses. The website then expanded to cater to the IT-hungry people in other countries like Malaysia, Philipines, Thailand and Australia. From a measly 2-digits number of members to a today high of more than 800,000 members. SPH saw the huge growing potential of hardwarezone.com and bought it for SGD$7.1 million dollars.

7.1 million dollars!!! it's an average worth of 3.5 million packets of chicken rice or bar chor mee one can buy in his life!

Using the success of hardwarezone.com as my motivation, I'll work hard to reach my 3.5 million packets of chicken rice mark.

I have already had an idea in mind though, not sure it'll work but I'll never know unless I try it.

Ok, guess I'll stop here, got to go bath and go back to serve the nation soon.

Don't ask me about the 'upward force', I've yet to sort it out.

Ciao.

=)

It's been awhile ever since I wrote something in, and since I'm enlisting tomorrow, I figured that now is the best time for me to blog.

Lots and lots of things happened these past few months, so much that I don't even know where to begin.

Well, I met lots of people;

beautiful people,
good people,
crazy people,
long lost people,
easily-high people,
sexy people,
happy people,
sad people,
and a someone who made me think of her so much that I think I'm crazy at times.

pretty educative huh?

To be frank, what's more important than being and staying happy no matter what hits you in life, right? I mean, if something were to happen and a normal person will spend 8 hours to be sad, 8 hours to think of a solution, and another 8 hours to actually solve the problem. If one can actually reduce or remove the time required for being sad, he or she will definitely have more time for solutions. Ok, honestly I don't know what I am babbling about.

Anyway, I'm going to serve my sentence... I mean the nation in less than 20 hours time, how exciting. If what I heard is true, I can only book out on the 25th of July due to the 2 weeks confinement. I'll be confined an additional of 2 days as Friday's the only day for booking out, Damn.

Ok, my room's in a total mess due to all the packing. Alright, I'll see you earthlings in 17 days time =)

Right now I'm so looking forward to her to end work so that she can sms me hahaha.

Peace out.